I have been with this woman for 6 years i have neverfelt that she was true to me?

call it a gut feeling she tells me all the rite thing but like how much she loves me and wants me but the thing she dose don't tally up [example ] the first time i told her i was going home she hung on to my van to try to stop me police was called i got arrested 2 i brought her to my house and while she was hear i asked her to go to the shop for some fags it took her 1 hour wen she came back with the fags she told me she had brought the house down the road five doors away 3 me and her was arguing and it was heated so i went home a minutes went by my door was kicked open by police they jumped on my and took me away 6hours they let me go no charge 4my mother had died in hospital had the call went to see her. on the way out she was out side my house she asked me were i was going told her mom had died she called me a lier and all other stuff went to hospital all she keep ed doing was phoning me my sister and giving me grief that night i came home i was arrested for ault to her i never seen her all that day hours later i was realest 5 it was Christmas's she was round my house i had a program on my phone which can get all of her dater off her phone all text and calls she had made on one text it was about me she was talking to a other man so i pulled her up over it she said i was a lier so i got her phone and rang this man and asked HOME if she and him was having a an-fair he said yes it was on loud speaker so she could hear him and she was say no i love you next day i had two blokes at my door to break my legs cause i new one of them nothing happened but he told me that she had payed them 100 pounds to do it 6 me and her daughter was having a chat the mother went into the kitchen and phoned the nabour to phone the police saying that i try ed to kidnap her and try ed to hang her police came arrested me and while i was in the nick she was sitting at home with her daughter with a scarf around her neck pulling it tight to make marks if it wasn't for the daughter going around to the nabours to tell them wat she was doing i wouldn't be hear i was let out 18hours later they said to me if she comes by me i should phone them so i did and got arrested for wasting police time the question is do you think that she loves me or is my gut feeling rite